stop pestering me about finding a job
i'm working on it
im not slacking off

my family just asks me this everytime
gets me on my nerve

thank you and enjoy the rest of 2009

p.s. this isnt to anyone specific, but i wrote this because my dad just asked me right now. he doesn't know anything about what i'm doing or what's going on. just got me on my nerve even when HE doesnt have a steady job and changes like 1098091340912 times a year.

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So i got bored. Home is boring. I don't want to do any work. SOOOOO im making a list of what I want before/after i graduate and when i have a job/money.

Here goes (not in particular order):

HD LED or LCD TV 32"+ - Samsung LED TV
Home Theatre System (5.1Ch surround)
PS3 - the new slim
iMac - 21.5"
Snowboard (board, binding, boots, goggles) - so i can get better and enjoy it more often. something with a japanese graphic like this one but better... http://images.proboardshop.com/artec-phenom-all-09-zoom.jpg <-- the symbols are made up which means its ugly and not legit
Car' - Mazda3
GPS
Apartment
New phone - blackberry or an android phone
New cell phone plan
iPod - classic. no touch. need space
JOB - an architecture firm
New kendo bogu
New kendo gi/hakama with embroidery
New glasses - i sometimes get lazy putting in my contacts. the glasses right now r 8 years old yet still good
Power Tools

but more importantly i woiuld like to buy MORE money with MONEY if that's possible.... like get 100 dollars for 50dollars...... unlikely

And probably the list goes on. Whatever. It will probably take me YEARS to get all that. haha. we shall see.

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The Four Tops-I Can't Help Myself (Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch)

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so some of you know, im trying to become an architect.
and there was a post i made back in the day about which sense if i lose it, will be very devastating to me and my career. that was the lost of sight i believe. becoming blind.

today on my lunch break, i read this interview on architectural record. i envy him and evryone of the architects in the same situation. especially at a time like this.

http://archrecord.construction.com/news/newsmakers/0907Chris_Downey.asp

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Check the Virginia Tech 2009 Solar House LUMENHAUS website.

I am currently helping out on this project.

Great website. Please pass on to those you think will be interested.

LUMENHAUS: a brigther way, everyday

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この世の何処にも　お前の場所なんて無い
それは今から　お前が作るんだ

There is no place for you in this world
You have to make it

by 附田祐斗 from 57th

I don't think i ever made a place for myself in this world...
nor in someone's heart...
even if i did i can't keep it...

life is difficult

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made my day -

fortune cookie that mike gave me cuz he got 2:

"You seek to shield those you love and like the role of provider"

Speak Chinese: She loves you "ta ai ni"  :)

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これほど悲しい思いをしたのは久しぶりだった
あんな小さな会話でこんなに傷つくとは思わなかった

どうしたらいいのかわからない
本当のことを言っても信じてくれない
それほどに俺は、信用されていない

すごく傷ついた
おれは、一度も彼女の事を思ったことはない
そう彼女に言われた．．．

そのはずはない．．．
いつも君のことしか思っていない
君が喜ぶため俺は、頑張ってきた
この三年間ずっと
だけど君はそう思ってくれてない

俺は、どうしたらいい？
親から俺の長所は『優しさ』
他人からも何回か言われた
だけどもう信じられない

自分がわからない
自分のことが理解できない
自分の人生、将来、夢、希望、何もかも迷ってきた

本当にこれでいいのか？
俺が、この二十二年間歩んできた道は正しかったのか？
大きな壁に囲まれたみたいに何したらいいのかわからない．．．

このままだと俺はどうなる？
ストレス、怒り、悲しみ
すべてを自分の中に隠してきた
もう限界に近い．．．

笑顔で隠してきた本当の自分．．．
みんなは、どう俺を見てくれるんだろう？

この俺を見ても逃げないで
どうかいかないで．．．

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this has got to be the worst i have felt in a while, probably since my freshmen year at VT when i had to go through this strong medication that lasted for like a month.

im feeling a lot better now, but still have sore throat, headache, muscle ache, etc. etc. just dont have a fever anymore. I dunno how high my temperature was, but I can say that it was atleast 100. my face was burning. during work, i was fine, then all of a sudden i was getting cold. i thought the room temperature wasn't that cold but i was shivering then my fingers started to get numb from the cold. thats not good. then my face started to get hot. left work, got bak home, passed out, and woke up around 5pm today. i was in bed the whole time. didn't feel like moving even if I was awake.

but yea, being sick really does suck. i woke out of my bed cuz i didn't want to stay in bed the whole day. feeling a lot better. hopefully i get fully better soon.

changing the subject, i have been looking on the internet a while ago and found this manga i was reading to become anime. great. its called Alive: the final revolution. the story is weird but very unique. a sci-fi story. go to wikipedia to find out more about the manga. click here

so i was wondering which animation studio will make this anime. hopefully its a good one. then i found out its GONZO. AWESOME. you wanna know why thats great? cuz their work includes:

Basilisk
Samurai 7
Hellsing
Bokurano
Gantz
Black Cat
Afro Samurai

and im also pretty sure the video for Linkin Park's Breaking the Habit was by GONZO too. Also Dream Theater's Forsaken i really wanna see this anime now. manga is really good. hopefully they wont do anything weird to the anime, or cut it off at the weirdest part like all these other animes. they cant cut it off... if they cut it off at the part where i think, its not right... but if they do, they have to do it there, but thats gonna suck. but i have a feeling its gonna be around 24 episodes....

hopefully it comes out soon... they still haven't decided yet. finally just got who the staff and all that is. i wanna watch NOW.

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