So i got bored. Home is boring. I don't want to do any work. SOOOOO im making a list of what I want before/after i graduate and when i have a job/money.
Here goes (not in particular order):
HD LED or LCD TV 32"+ - Samsung LED TV
Home Theatre System (5.1Ch surround)
PS3 - the new slim
iMac - 21.5"
Snowboard (board, binding, boots, goggles) - so i can get better and enjoy it more often. something with a japanese graphic like this one but better... http://images.proboardshop.com/artec-phenom-all-09-zoom.jpg <-- the symbols are made up which means its ugly and not legit
Car' - Mazda3
GPS
Apartment
New phone - blackberry or an android phone
New cell phone plan
iPod - classic. no touch. need space
JOB - an architecture firm
New kendo bogu
New kendo gi/hakama with embroidery
New glasses - i sometimes get lazy putting in my contacts. the glasses right now r 8 years old yet still good
Power Tools
but more importantly i woiuld like to buy MORE money with MONEY if that's possible.... like get 100 dollars for 50dollars...... unlikely
And probably the list goes on. Whatever. It will probably take me YEARS to get all that. haha. we shall see.
Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch
You know that I love you
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else
In and out my life(in and out my life)
You come and you go(you come and you go)
Leaving just your picture behind....(ooh)
And I've kissed it a thousand times(ooh)
When you snap your finger, or wink you eye,
I come a-running to you
I'm tied to your apron strings,
And there's nothing that I can do
I can't help myself,
No, I can't help myself,
'Cause, Sugar Pie Honey Bunch
I'm weaker than a man should be
I can't help myself
I'm a fool in love 'ya see
Wanna tell you I don't love you,
Tell you that we're through
And I try....
But ev'ry time I see your face,
I get all choked up inside
When I call your name,
Girl, it starts to flame
Burning in my heart,
Tearing it all apart..
No matter how I try
My love I cannot hide....
'Cause Sugar Pie Honey Bunch
You know that I'm waiting for you(waiting for you)
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else
Sugar Pie Honey Bunch
I'd do anything you ask me to(ask me to)
I can't help myself
I want you and nobody else
Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch
You know that I love you(I dooo)
I can't help myself...
No... I can't help myself
so some of you know, im trying to become an architect.
and there was a post i made back in the day about which sense if i lose it, will be very devastating to me and my career. that was the lost of sight i believe. becoming blind.
today on my lunch break, i read this interview on architectural record. i envy him and evryone of the architects in the same situation. especially at a time like this.
http://archrecord.construction.com/news/newsmakers/0907Chris_Downey.asp
Check the Virginia Tech 2009 Solar House LUMENHAUS website.
I am currently helping out on this project.
Great website. Please pass on to those you think will be interested.
LUMENHAUS: a brigther way, everyday
この世の何処にも お前の場所なんて無い
それは今から お前が作るんだ
There is no place for you in this world
You have to make it
by 附田祐斗 from 57th
I don't think i ever made a place for myself in this world...
nor in someone's heart...
even if i did i can't keep it...
life is difficult
made my day -
fortune cookie that mike gave me cuz he got 2:
"You seek to shield those you love and like the role of provider"
Speak Chinese: She loves you "ta ai ni" :)
これほど悲しい思いをしたのは久しぶりだった
あんな小さな会話でこんなに傷つくとは思わなかった
どうしたらいいのかわからない
本当のことを言っても信じてくれない
それほどに俺は、信用されていない
すごく傷ついた
おれは、一度も彼女の事を思ったことはない
そう彼女に言われた...
そのはずはない...
いつも君のことしか思っていない
君が喜ぶため俺は、頑張ってきた
この三年間ずっと
だけど君はそう思ってくれてない
俺は、どうしたらいい?
親から俺の長所は『優しさ』
他人からも何回か言われた
だけどもう信じられない
自分がわからない
自分のことが理解できない
自分の人生、将来、夢、希望、何もかも迷ってきた
本当にこれでいいのか?
俺が、この二十二年間歩んできた道は正しかったのか?
大きな壁に囲まれたみたいに何したらいいのかわからない...
このままだと俺はどうなる?
ストレス、怒り、悲しみ
すべてを自分の中に隠してきた
もう限界に近い...
笑顔で隠してきた本当の自分...
みんなは、どう俺を見てくれるんだろう?
この俺を見ても逃げないで
どうかいかないで...