Reset...
i hate my life
as i sed before i thought about those kinda things a lot bak in the day. now i feel the same way again. after having an argument with sisi again, i came up to a conclusion. i hate myself. its not that i hate life, i hate myself. the way i do things, the way i mess up things, the way i cant deal with things right. im an idiot... i dont kno wat to say... im sorry sisi... if u hate me, i dont mind cuz its my fault. all i can do right now is express wat i feel in writing...
『あなたの人生は、失敗しました。リセットしてください』
"You have failed at life. Reset please."
those words...
i remember those from a manga i found on the web by tetsuya tsutsui. called reset. those words from a game will appear in real life and ppl will think its a game and they kill themselves to reset their life. the game is so realistic that they dunno which is wat.
right now, i wish my life was a game, or if myself was a game character. i would reset it, and make a better one. but seems like i cant do that. in real life, u cant change that so easily. how fascinating and complex a human can be.
ill never "reset" myself. unlike wat i thought of long ago. i need to keep living on dealing with this. i cant stop here. watevr happens, i need to accept.
so, watevr u say, ill accept. even if its the worst thing i can think of...
"After all in life, you can start over as many times as you want"
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